?? Life ??

So if everything is already written out then why it is so hard to decide what you want out of life ? I have been in a real funk lately and been thinking A LOT about what I want to do with life and guess what I HAVE NO IDEA !!! All I know is that when I am looking back at my life I do not want to look back and my story be... she was born in El Dorado, She was raised in El Dorado and she died in El Dorado, oh yeah and maybe once a year she got to go to Hot Springs or Shreveport. I want more ! Any time I say some thing about how I am feeling everyone always thinks I am talking about My husband and that is not the case. He is the only happiness that I have in my life and the one thing that I would not change for anything. I love him very much and can not imagine my life with out him. We have been together for almost eight years and we still give each other goose bumps. He is not prefect but neither am I and I like it that way. He understand me for the most part and even when he doesn't he still loves me. I just can not help but wonder about life and about what I am supposed to do with life. I guess I am just bored with life right now and need to make some decisions about where to go and what to do next but I am probably one of the most indecisive people that you will ever meet. Does anyone else feel the same ?