I know that it has been a while since I have updated this thing but well there just does not seem like there is enough time in the day or night but I guess I should get used to that because it is not going to slow down anytime soon. I am still working at Murphy, just going one day at a time ! I can not think to far a head or I will get sad.... I feel bad for saying that because I honestly do not have that bad of a job and I know that there are several people out there wishing that they had my job. But well it just does not fit my type of personality. I am still in school and I am sooo ready to be done with it. I feel like that I am never going to be done. I am sure that if would be different if I really knew what I wanted to go to school for and well the truth is that I have no idea. I just want to do some thing that is going to make me happy that way at the end of the day I do not feel completely drained. Does a job exist like that ?? I am still trying to unpack my house to make it feel like home but it is becoming a very slow process but I am sure that it will get done one day.
I got to see my brother last week which was really great but he left Monday for Iraq and I already miss him. We got to spend some time together and we even went camping while he was in. I really enjoyed that. It was my brother, his girlfriend, my meme, and my papaw and of course my husband. It had been a LONG time since we have all been able to get together as a family. The last day that he was down went kind of bad because my mom had to be taking to ICU. She had surgery Thursday morning and Friday morning her lungs filled up with fluid and she had to be in ICU for 7 days. It was really weird because me and my mom do not really get a long but when some things happens it makes you see how much you really care. Just some times the feeling does not go both ways. :-( But everyone has there own demons and at the end of the day all I can do is try to get rid of many of mine as possible. ( As you can tell I am trying to be on a positive kick ) Well anyway the past three weeks have been very crazy and I am really for things to slow down but now it is Christmas and final time so back to being busy. well speaking of busy I have to g to class for now ...
Enjoy and I will try to post some more later !!
